I'm happy but I'm sad.
What kind of feeling is this?
I'm in a state of confusion.
Those whom I have been trusting don't seem that trustworthy after all.
Those whom I have not been trusting seem more trustworthy now.
Well I'm almost back to square one.
The same old me, not knowing who to trust.
Keeping things to myself, not being able to open up to anyone.
Why the fuck does these things keep happening to me?
What the fuck did I ever do wrong?
Why does history have to repeat itself?
Where are you when i need you the most? Sometimes not knowing you would have been better.
Arvind, don't lie to yourself anymore.
I will not lie to myself anymore.I will not lie to myself anymore.I will not lie to myself anymore.I will not lie to myself anymore. I will not lie to myself anymore.I will not lie to myself anymore.I will not lie to myself anymore. I will not lie to myself anymore.I will not lie to myself anymore.I will not lie to myself anymore. Oh god help me differentiate my friends and foes.
Please.
Someone help me get back in track.Please. my world is so lost & without you; 1:30 AM